First Post of 2010

Wow! Time sure does fly by very very fast!

This is my first post of the year but it's almost February!

I can not believe how fast time flies by...

You've been asking me to take you to Disney :) I think I just might take you this week.

I love how you now have your own mind and you ask me to do things for you and how you are so independent yet bosy :)

I love eveything about you... you look like an angel when you sleep.

I'm very happy because of you.

I need you to know this:

You are the very best thing about my life, without you...NOTHING would be the same, NOTHING would matter. You are the one person who has made me push myself to go far and beyond anything that I would ever have imagined. You are my dreams & my hopes. It is because of you that I keep pushing myself to do more and be more. I want to achieve more and more because of you. I want you to look at me and say "Wow, my mom was a teen mom but she did everything for me and gave me everything she could" because believe me honey, I am doing everything and anything for you.

If I am to fail at something, it will never be your fault. I decided to have you, I could of easily had an abortion or given you up for adoption. BUT I didnt because I WANTED you. I LOVED you from thte moment I knew you were inside of me. I felt your first kick, I felt you moving inside of me. I fell COMPLETELY and utterly in love with you, the MOMENT I first set my eyes on you.

My dear daughter, I love you more than words can express, I hope that one day you grow up to be proud of me.

Love you always,